i watched vbs.tv, a video on west virginia coal mining
after a video on anthony pappalardo
it got to be 3am
then i went to pee
i saw the orange light from the street lamp
my floor was covered with clothing
so that it was clothes-covered-floor
then bed, then curtain hanging over orange light
i was wearing 3 pairs of socks
then the blue-light-skylight thing
then i watched 'the wrestler' and turned it off
because i don't like violent people
i don't like pitchers that hit birds with pitches
wrestlers that vomit or overly nice police officers
police officers, i don't know
i like the simpsons they are so detached from time
they aren't too anything

it's 6:30 am
there's a blue light coming through
the cracks in my bedroom's door
i haven't slept yet tonight
there's always a blue light somewhere
where was my hyper-conscious sense
it was coming from the skylight
i looked up to it and felt cold
i peed then ran back to bed,
afraid