the ground can't cause a fumble

i was driving in to work today and i just couldn't leave in Analphabetapolothology. i slid the burned copy of z i made when it came out a few years ago out of the visor in my dad's car. the car was speeding down the taconic parkway and the sun was low, coming right in the windshield. i honestly don't feel like i can say anything strong about Z. it's a good rock album right. and circuital is a good rock album too right. i love rock albums. i can sing along with the first song. it's a good driving song i think. now i'm really thinking about mmj as a band. i can't really say anything strong or feel anything meaningful towards this band. i mean i spend all my money going to their shows and i don't even have a good job. one show i had a profuse nose bleed and still i stayed for the second set and it rocked. my life though, when i look at my life and i think about mmj right next to my life i just feel empty. it doesn't build on anything. i just feel bored. i'm really thirsty for meaning. i'm so thirsty and coffee really gets me going these days. when i hear wordless chorus or gideon, or the knot comes loose i'm not transcended anywhere. i'm in the handicapped section and i can't be there. i can't get any closer. the show is seated, not everyone is standing and dancing. there's a raccoon running around under the seats which are padded. we should have been having sex. not me and the raccoon but somebody and i. a human. a girl. but this band and phish. phish. the band that became the pheonix in the chinese lantern sky. they cleaned up and cut down their jams and got in touch with the base. they never did anything weird with their lives. i was never interested in them. i never wanted to go to the place where everyone who bought a ticket was going. i never thought i needed a miracle. i need one this sunday. i need to be at metlife. 

new favorite skater (todd falcon)

i saw 2 of this guy's videos just now

something to watch as i'm eating the free food at my job (black friday is a holiday here)

and i thought this guy is cool he doesn't give a shit

this is mitchell davis type shit right here:

smashes computers:

no look tricks, holding yard tools, snot rocket: