*edited* 5 / 24 / 09 *edited*

1,2, ---- you

i have made a playlist for writing poetry.

it is called 'poetry writing mix.'

the mp3s accumulate play counts - sometimes i am not writing 'poetry' -

and the songs creep into the top 25 most played list.

it seems that i can only act like i know what life is really about in spurts. 

it feels like i am changing every day, but still feel the same on the inside

i imagined my thoughts were the noodles i was eating.

this was strange, believing it sarcastically. each noodle was a separate thought and together they were one thing.

seems far away and okay, a la 'golden years'

every time i read a story that is set in some sort of asylum i think of 'Girl Interrupted.'

sometimes i think that the writers of 'Girl Interrupted' must have read this story

and then deduced the screenplay accordingly.