have not posted in a while

post notes on recent hiking/camping trip?

poems on recent hiking/camping trip?

notes on last novel read (Anagrams, Lorrie Moore)?

random ass poems?

notes on story? [are there notes on story?]

in first revision of story.

parts of story are 8 months old. stuff that happened last summer included.

not sure if the story is a joke or actually depressing.

weddings the next two weekends. feels like i have never been to a wedding.

feel like it's going to be sweet / hectic.

it feels like i have not recognized, in the recent past, the moments when i am feeling tense.

just trying to loosen up.