also that i was in a lot of physical pain
i went into walgreens to buy advil
they were out of advil but a dvd that was in my backpack
set off the alarm
then i went to duane read and they had nyquil
my dvd set off the alarm again
i went up to them and told them i set off the alarm
then i set off the alarm on the way out and didn't say anything
a cop car slowly rolled behind me on Albermarle
i showed the officer the contents of my bag
he got bored
i felt like the whole thing was built by a child
then i had an image of new york state from above
i was lying in bed and thinking i could die
and everything won't matter
i felt like i wanted to stay there
i want to stay wet in my towel
and not get dressed for work
i'm looking out the window of my kitchen
and i feel thin
there's a person typing on a laptop
i get my laptop and type on it
we're two gerbils