10.18.2011

it got quiet at work and the sky was darkening

a friend posted youth lagoon on facebook

the nepali engineer asked me to order two ribbon hinges

someone found my blog at the old address by googling my name

they were looking at pictures of family crests

it started raining and thundering and the air coming into my room is cool

my name is cuban polack and you can call me rick

i'm stupid and cuban

i bought 12 .73 mm picks for 5.89 and they still come out of my fingers when i'm practicing the strum

it got dark in my room, then it rained outside

a girl in a room across the street pulled her shirt around her waist. the rain made her blurry. judging by the height of the building it looked like the room she was in had high ceilings.

when my change jar is full it equals a hundred dollars, if you ask me

it's pretty full right now!

i want to tear apart my computer charger

the process is so much stress but the progress feels the best - wayne via 'tie my hands'

my computer charger was working when i got home

the green light went away and when it is attached the battery looks like a battery

is my blood pressure high right now?

afraid to talk to people because i'm so on edge right now

the washing machine door pinched together two points of my boxers and athletic shirt. when the cycle started the two items began twisting together. i watched it through the window in the door. it was intense. i saw my cloths destroying themselves. a helpless and exciting feeling rushed through me. then i watched the hispanic girl's ass as she loaded her machine. then the boxers and shirt snapped free. i could even see them untwist as the soapy water flooded in.

i can taste anger and frustration in my mouth.

coffee got inside a clear Bic pen when i used it to stir coconut rum into the coffee

brent's website on slippery guitar picks helped eased my frustration over small plastic slippy things.

a detective made a cell phone call in the laundromat.

little bits of audio i hear because the traffic light mathematics stopped these chosen cars.

mathematics that show me how dumb i was to not prevent all this stuff.

a dumb american who's healthy enough to not prevent his emergency hospitalization and not have insured his ass.

koala bear is a marsupial and a killer whale is a porpoise

googling yourself hurts

i'm sipping the wine you got me

the scab i thought i was scraping was really a mole.

it's amazing that blister juice doesn't smell worse than it does.



i'm listening to kanye west and i just burped a smelly garlic burp

today i checked out two books from the library on 23rd and 7th avenue

then i walked towards 3rd avenue and 14th street and got on the subway

i lost one follower on twitter and practiced the banjo when i got home

beyonce is on this track and there is a musical clicking noise

it's been a while since i posted something here

hopefully i will post way more often