i bought things at a kmart tonight

in the kmart by myself

abandoned confident of no staff

i broke the glass and got a shotgun

and slid a couch into the entertainment 

section

where i hooked xbox 360 up so 

it showed on all the tvs

and played a skateboarding video game

when i lost in the game i shot 

one of the tvs

i also enjoyed a lot of free, warm soda

sat with some friends at a diner

some weird stuff happened

but i felt mostly good during

the meal

been thinking about words

and ideas

my habits are bad

i'm not careful

when will i change that

is this post too personal

i didn't like canoeing today

but the memory gets better

shitty emotion is like clay
my face got arrested by overwhelming weeks
can't stop smiling and nodding my head
remember you do want to die / don't
what's wrong with me