1.21.2011



12.12.2010



rip tylenol

rip bassy

rip guacamole jalapeno

12.09.2010

this might be about tears in heaven or aiming for heaven and winding up in hell

i've learned the joy of losing

did i mess up or did this come to me?

seems like i can't tell you any new things.

internet writing expands in some strange way like a fungus maybe

no like money, or my dirtiness into my clothes

the place where this is contains itself and some other thing

it is the hardest way to expand on the internet

oh well... god this is hard 

god is hard like a brick

there are too many specifics

science is less useful i guess

heated air is rising and inflating my iran jersey

hung a picture drawing of revis on my wall

and i saw gene ween last week, thought he killed it

and the 'we must protect this house' 'this house is protected' 'you are safe in this house' thing was beautiful

does clapton's 'tears in heaven' really rectify him from the things he's done?

is intentionally a redemptive  song even though it's really a mournful song? 

probably not but i've never thought of it as anything 

an attempt... it just seemed to be part of clapton, like chiseled into him

miss the OTB. it's gone now.

i didn't miss it when it was here and i didn't go to it

haven't been deconstructing myself like in what's happening here maybe

guess i've been too busy for that

kinda miss that too though

don't know what you got till it's gone

o shit another barbecue

11.22.2010

the one o'clock game

jets versus the texans

meadowlands stadium

on cbs

a meatball sandwich with mozzarella on long bread 

from ruthy's $7


415 game on cbs 

colts versus the patriots in foxboro massachusets


415 on fox 

the seahawks versus the saints in the superdome

chicken ceasar slice and cheese slice plus coca-cola can $6.75


the night game, 830-45 on nbc

giants versus eagles in philadelphia pa

bag of organic popcorn from the cabinet

two packs of ramens from the cabinet


11.15.2010


10.14.2010

10.05.2010

i love country ham <:)

10.04.2010

phonin' this in

Wtf????




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What Mary posted on the high peaks forum about our day on Saturday:



I am appalled, disgusted, saddened, there are not enough adjectives!

We climbed Cathedral Rock Fire Tower from the ranger school in Wanakena on Saturday;

the last fire tower peak for us. As we were standing in the tower a loud rumble started??? What could that be? we thought maybe a helicopter? No, it was Jeeps driving to the summit!!! Not one or two or even a dozen, but a mile of them!

and they all circled around and parked heading down hill. We came down from the tower as the swarm of people approached, and discovered they were part of a "CLUB" (many had a WWW.CNYJEEP.org logo on the top of the windshield); 64 of them the guy proudly proclaimed

Obviously I looked irritated, the one guy said they had permission to do this as a few of the members we alumni of the ranger school! WTF!!!???



So how can this be allowed on the summit of a hill in the Ranger School of all places?

Doesn't this go against everything you would think of about a Rangers and the environment?

Someone please explain!!!

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9.26.2010

downy sins of streetlight fancies