seems like people can easily get the things they want

i came to this conclusion after looking at young adults looking after their children on the subway

and going to the rumpus anniversary party

though i have done a bad job managing time this weekend

this mid-weekend post seems like a good idea

going to play more video games now

my plan is to play video games, sporadically pause said games and read something from books i set aside at a previous time and place next to me on the couch

trying too hard to be productive but i am not sure what i want to concentrate on in the coming months

another short story?
a book of poems?
a 'fucking' novel?

&6&

how am i different from people?
how will she view my life?
going to google ‘meaningful life’







again

seems like I am upset with life
should probably ‘keep going’
water falls off of a rock and is white





stunts stunts

heard kevin garnett say anything is possible

was staring at a grim reaper figurine

he has a felt cloak, a skeleton face,

and a crooked plastic staff

i felt hungry and nothing / depressed






^^^

do i feel tired right now?

i dressed in the light of my headlamp

didn’t count the change after i bought a bagel

who is my senator

senators seem insane

can i imagine a good senator

radio hosts are ugly






*&^

i am going to imagine the universe
i keep destroying myself
from the inside
we are all hipsters
there are hipster dentists
and hipster murderers
there are red maples everywhere
in manhattan, circa 1609





bros edit

you might hear my dad spinning

love the word 'hosts' above

didn't want to change it